HELLOS!

2010-09-21T21:11:00.002+08:00

okay, there's some misunderstanding there.
i heard what happen but it was totally not what you think.
told you the truth but you just choose not to believe.
you keep thinking that it's not true.
then, i can't help it.
it just agitate me alot.
doesn't mean that i treat you well, you show your attitude.
just stop it.
i know it's just for awhile and it's over but i just wanna tell you, get things RIGHT without assumming.

2010-09-11T11:14:00.003+08:00

the fun that's always inside of me (:

when to OG yesterday to bought some clothes with family.
not long, huixuan and huiwen join ask and we headed to mindy jie jie house.
had dinner together and watch 2 days 1 night.
hahas, it was funny.
after which, we played mahjong and we had fun.
it wasn't the fun of playing mahjong but the fun that everybody created.
noise, craziness and many more hahas.

having tuition at 3 later.
and going to karaoke at 5++ with all my crazy cousins again.
hahas, i know it'll be so so fun.
it's enough just to have them with me :D

2010-09-08T16:55:00.003+08:00

that's my youngest sister. when i look at it, i kept laughing non stop :D

went out with STEPHANIE yesterday.
hahas, didn't really went out for such a long time
firstly, we watched dogs and cats.
after which, we took bus to vivo to find her mum.
her mum gave me cake and drinks from spinelli.
it's was delicious!
hahas, but not long, we parted with her mum and we went our own way.
chit chatting here and there and ended up at novena.
when to made in candy and boughts SWEETS!
it was beautiful.
not long, it was already 7+ and we were both exhausted.
so we headed home.
once i reached home, i did the house work and i seriously sweat alot.
had fun yesterday but ended up doing math now.
it's like just one month away from my o's.
kinda scary and i think i'm not even prepare.
JIAYOUS HUIRU! :D

2010-08-11T17:53:00.002+08:00

You're simple just pushing all the blame to me. I don't mind taking all of it because i don't want things to happen this way and i wish to make things clear. I don't wanna be known as somebody who is showing some attitude without a reason nor you don't want to have lesser people to trust. I wanna know what going on behind all this. From that day when i got hurt, i didn't know what was it for. I forgive and forget but things didn't get better. The reason why i forgive and forget is because you're once a friend of mine that i would treasure. During recess, i was afraid that you were hungry and gave one of my bread to you. When you need help or comfort, i'm always there for you. Seeing you walking to school alone, i would wait for you. But, when you walk pass me, you don't even talk to me but instead, hearing your mp3. I lose things that you wanted, so if you want it, use your own power to get it. In school, you'll always show me the face that you're fine, you're fine. But, you didn't like what i do nor what i say. You get angry behind my back. Did i even step into your way? Please, just talk things out with me and allow me to know the truth and I'll not bother you. If you wanna continue to back stab me and badmouth about me, go ahead. I've no comments.

2010-08-07T01:13:00.002+08:00

i have my own limits too and you have reach far way beyond the line. i had enough of this nonsense. if you want to know why i behave this way , ask me anytime you want. i'm willing to tell you

2010-08-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

i hate all of you guys. everybody are just liars. putting on a mask thinking that i will not realise. i will stand strong. wait and see. i dont collapse easily.

2010-06-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

Have not been posting for a long time.
school is reopening next week.
starting my first day of work tomorrow.
hahas, but i'm only working for 2 days.
and i'm getting a pay of 300 bucks.
hahas.
don't really know what's going on this few days.
i guess that i just have to find everything out by myself.
:D

2010-04-21T19:40:00.001+08:00

Alot of people are saying the same thing.
Nazihaha and black dwarf said the same thing.
but i'm fine with it.

2010-03-28T13:17:00.001+08:00

Don't really have time to blog this few days becuase of all the busy schedule.
have to work really hard and dont take things to lighly :)

2010-03-09T15:42:00.003+08:00

i lost my phone in malaysia on saturday! :(
but, my father say i'm gonna get a new phone
and maybe i'm getting LG lollipop because chocolate is expensivebut dont worry, i'll still be using my old number.
just that, i lost all my contacts!
have to get them back

2010-02-21T12:33:00.000+08:00

What should i do next?

2010-02-14T01:07:00.007+08:00

HAPPY VELENTINE DAY AND CHINESE NEW YEAR!

This post that i wanna post here is for a very important person :)
I know you love the gift that i gave you.
hahas, i realy love my care bear too.
It's super cute!

since you want a long long post, i'll write it in the middle of the night specially for you :)
today it's valentine day and i recieve VAL from you and i was shock.
you told me that you buying it for other people and you want me to help you choose. i chose that care bear and at the end you gave it to me and told me happy valentine day. hahas, i was super happy! You always treated me as if i left one day on earth. You treated me like i'm your only friend. You treated me so important that you will always be there for me when i need you. You're just like my personal fire engine. Whenever i need help like i'm on fire, you would help me to get rid of it, never once disappoint me. Whenever i'm hungry, you would buy food for me. Whenever i go out with you, you would spent your money on me no matter how expensive it is. I would like to use words like KIND, HONEST, HELPFUL, GENTLEMAN, NICE LOOKING and
IMPORTANT to describe you. I'm sorry if i had disappoint you for the past few years. But, i'm very sure that i'll not disappoint you anymore. I want this to last forever as i need to lean on you.
LOVE YOU!! ;D

TOH ZI XIANG :)

2010-01-26T19:01:00.002+08:00

我又失败了。
想到那时的场面，让我感到很难过。
哭，是改变不了事情的。
对不起让你们失望了，我该怎么办呢？
我没有勇气再从考了。
我要好好的把书念好，好好练我的吉他。
谢谢那些鼓励我的朋友们，你的鼓励对我来说是非常重要的。
不能再哭了，惠茹一定能办得到的。
一起加油吧！：）

2010-01-13T19:12:00.003+08:00

hahas, guess what guess what.
i'm in the same english class as weetheng brandon and zixiang.
lols.
supper happy.
finally i have one lesson that is in the same class as them :)
didnt attend training today as i have poa.
tmr will be staying back with weetheng, zixiang, kaichong and others to play bball.
;)

2010-01-08T18:43:00.003+08:00

today had training till 5 plus only because there was heavy down pour
wanted for zixiang and kaichong training to end.
waited for about 40 mins.
kaichong have to treat weetheng mac for some reasons.
hahas.
then we waited until training end.
i didnt join them as i cannot make it.
nothing much today.
:)
update more when i'm free.

2010-01-03T13:21:00.002+08:00

This was some of the photo when we were in china.
for more picture, you can go to my facebook and see.
hahas.
i dont think i need to talk about my trip as the picture explain it all.
:)

2009-12-20T16:20:00.002+08:00

going on a holiday tmr :)
have to wake up at 2:45.
it's so early.

fiona got 13points for her n level.
all of us were very happy about it that she still will be training with us next year.
good job there!! (:
tmr there will be match, therefore i cannot go.
i wish the girls good luck.
have to win them alright? :)
JIAYOUS!
i'll miss you guys

2009-11-26T10:28:00.003+08:00

2009-11-12T21:04:00.003+08:00

Dreams Do Come True :D

have not been blogging for a long time.
let me recall what happened the past few days :)
last Friday was the day that everybody know was class they will be stream to.
our teacher show us a list of marks of every subject being average and the overall percentage.
there are the grey column and the non-grey column.
those name who were in the grey column were have to drop back to NA stream which means they will have to take n level next year instead of o level.
i saw quite a number of my friends name were there.
i was afraid to look for mine, butterflies were in my stomach that moment.
i was shock to realise that my name was in the non-grey column.
i didn't believe that i would make it up to 411 out of the 22 pupils.
i was so happy and my friend gave me a high five.
from there, i could see that my hard work paid off.
but the moment i turn to look at the back of the class,
many people had their tears flowing down their check.
comfort was what they need at that moment.
i comfort them as much as i can.
i thought phyllis was strong enough but out of a sudden, she burst into tears.
that was the moment that my tissue was in need.
i gave her a hug and told her that even though she drop, we'll still be in 411 as usually.
that means, even though people drop to na stream, they will still be in 411 as they school did not want to open another new class as 312 and 313 was full.
so they had to sudden o level subject but take n level.
i know all of them can do it.
the next day, everybody was back to their original mood where laughter can be heard from every corner of the classroom.
because, there is no use crying over spilled milk.

there is still 1 more week of bridging.
though it's a bit stress but that's the only way to score well in education.
my mother will be bringing me and my sister for shopping of new clothes on Tuesday.
i looking forwards to it.

i believe that dream do come true when we believe
每个人都有自己的梦想，努力的把它抓紧吧！:)

2009-10-31T11:56:00.000+08:00

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night's so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

You, appear, just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Don't you know?
Your beautiful

Yeah yeah..

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you
I look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..
You appear just like a dream to me..

2009-10-25T21:18:00.002+08:00

Your Words Gave Me Encouragement! :)

i'll always keep my promise i make to bg, so dont worry about me alright :)
i'm not as stupid as what i'm last time.
suddenly, i felt my life is wonderful.
my parents allowed me to join class.
the moment they allowed, i was jumping around the house.
i hope, i can do well in it. :)
no matter what is the outcome of my school result, i'll just have to smile.
SMILES!

2009-10-13T18:48:00.001+08:00

2009-10-10T20:20:00.002+08:00

Finish English, Chinese, and social studies.
Wednesday, will be taking a-maths and geo.
have not been posting for a long time.
reason is because i'm busy studying.
tmr meeting 薇玲 to study geo and a-math.
after exam, will be going to find job with 薇玲.
and will be going classes with 薇玲.
wanna score well for eoy.
jiayous.
YOU CAN SCORE WELL!
:D

2009-09-24T15:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR PHYLLIS!

hahas, today i didnt disturb her because its her birthday.
hope she's happy :)
JIAYUOS! :)
LOVE YOU!

2009-09-09T17:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUANZHENG! :)

2009-08-28T15:52:00.002+08:00

FRIENDS!

Didn't know how to do the questions for today common test.
i lost 3 marks for my carelessness.
dammit!
lols, have to try harder next time, i guess.
tmr is HUIXUAN birthday le.
today then i realise.
was so busy that i forgotten.
hahas
and because i forgotten, bg hit my head.
hahas
too stress le.
JIAYOUS!

2009-08-23T16:02:00.002+08:00

I'm Very Happy With Who I Am Right Now :D

bg coming back today le. :)
hahas.
had been reading twilight the pass 2 days.
i love the book!
the story is so sweet.
luckily i had this book to keep me busy the weekends.
but, suddenly rmb that i have homework to do.
thought about it again, it brought my mood down.
ahhas.
student, no choice!

2009-08-19T19:30:00.002+08:00

I Might Lie To Everyone, But Never To You :D

had amth test today, out of 7 question, i only did 1.
and emath, i failed.
i only got 6/20.
if i knew this would happen, i should not absent myself.
and should have revise well.
damn it!
don't know whether i'll drop back next year anot.
theres the good side and bad side though.
Good side - have friends, not so stress and bg will accompany me.
Bad side - let my parents disappointed, will not push myself alot.
we can do it together de. JIAYOUS. :)

2009-08-11T16:43:00.002+08:00

You're Still The Best Towards Me :)

okay, today mr damon gave me a form for the youth olympic thing.
hope i'll recover soon so that i can run.
and didnt attend pe today.
because of still not feeling well.
hahas, bg also nvr go pe.
then, BULLY ME!
still tell me 骂是疼，打是爱.
then after pe, had maths.
i was totally blur what mdm toh was talking about.
just for 1 week i didnt went to school, i missed so many things.
so, i get my sister to teach me what i have miss previously.

2009-08-10T20:36:00.002+08:00

I Have Faith In You :D

today went to see doctor again.
because had difficulty breathing
$60 gone again.
this whole week i see doctor 3 times.
total about $200+ gone already.
heart pain loh, see my father pay like that.
the doctor still ask whether i need mc.
how would i know man.
i just say i don't need it loh.
if not, tmr i nvr go school, die!
have to stop netball for about a week or 2?
because i'm still not recovered.

2009-08-06T15:30:00.002+08:00

I Love You :)

okay, today i went to school.
after recess around 11.30, my father pick me home.
i was still unwell.
was feeling very giddy and had a headache.
didn't manage to get the phone back.
so maybe will get it back tmr i guess.
thanks to my kor kor who brought me delicious noodles.
hahas :)

2009-08-04T12:51:00.002+08:00

Now, I Feel The Warm :D

okay, this morning i woke up,
realise that i'm still having fever.
so my mother brought me to chinese medical clinic.
the western medical didn't help much.
the chinese doctor gave me lots of medicine and said that my throat had been infected with virus.
he told my mother that if i have difficulty breathing, she must immediately sent me to the hospital.
from sunday till now, i'vr been eating porridge only.
but, i cant finish.
no appetite.
hope i can go back to school on thursday :)

2009-08-03T15:54:00.002+08:00

We're All In This Together :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS
bg also sick and have 3 days mc.
same as me.
lols.
so qiao.
maybe this few days the weather not very good.
thats why people fall sick easily.
now, still having fever and have been sleeping the whole day.
so boring loh.

2009-08-02T15:40:00.003+08:00

I Believe Every Single Word You Say :D

this morning, woke up and don't feel quite well.
then went to took temperature and realise i was having high fever.
then my hands and leg are cold.
so my father brought to to the doctor.
i was having flu headache body ache and fever.
then when the doctor took my temperature, it was 38.7
then the doctor say i have a possibility of having h1n1.
lols!
then i got 3 days mc loh.
and now, i'm alone at home, cant go anywhere.